Lying

So now to recover from the guilt that has died
I have to uncover the truth from the lies
That darken my path and have taken away those years
I pray that getting rid of those lies will rid me of my fears

That mold me to who I am now
And made me who I used to be
I feel I'm getting stronger
To be the person I was meant to be

Lying's a place I don't want to be
Lips cause heartbreak to all who loved me
So now I'm out in the open to now give it up
And I know that what I have to do is just grow up

I've done it again and I don't want you to find out
So I do my best and try to hide behind lying eyes
Truth is... I know it's wrong
And in my desparate secrecy
I lie again to soon find I'm overcome...

By unquenchable fears, my heart is set on fire
And as my soul bleeds of guilt,
All I can say is...

Hiding's a place that I don't want to be
It's a heartbreaking guilt that won't set me free
So I'm out in the open to now give it up
And I know that what I have to do is just grow up