What I Feel (not completed)

Where do I begin
In this battle, I just want us to win
Do you see what I see
Or am I all alone
Just take my hand, and see how much we've grown

Why be so hesitant now
I'll take this risk, I'll take this jump
Just take this dive
It's all worth it, I promise

I can't help but feel this way
Do you expect me to throw it all away
I just want to embrace what feels true
And it feels like all I ever want is you

I'm starving from this deprivation
Just want you to come back
How long has it been
Do you still think about me,
Like I do about you as I fall asleep at night

Why be so hesitant now
I'll take this risk, I'll take this jump
Just take this dive
It's all worth it, I promise

I can't help but feel this way
Do you expect me to throw it all away
I just want to embrace what feels true
And it feels like all I ever want is you

I look into your eyes
And I think you see right through me

Lying

So now to recover from the guilt that has died
I have to uncover the truth from the lies
That darken my path and have taken away those years
I pray that getting rid of those lies will rid me of my fears

That mold me to who I am now
And made me who I used to be
I feel I'm getting stronger
To be the person I was meant to be

Lying's a place I don't want to be
Lips cause heartbreak to all who loved me
So now I'm out in the open to now give it up
And I know that what I have to do is just grow up

I've done it again and I don't want you to find out
So I do my best and try to hide behind lying eyes
Truth is... I know it's wrong
And in my desparate secrecy
I lie again to soon find I'm overcome...

By unquenchable fears, my heart is set on fire
And as my soul bleeds of guilt,
All I can say is...

Hiding's a place that I don't want to be
It's a heartbreaking guilt that won't set me free
So I'm out in the open to now give it up
And I know that what I have to do is just grow up

It's Over

What if you knew
You'd never reach tomorrow
That today was your last day
Would you live a different way

What if you knew
That you would die tonight
As you slowly go to sleep
You think about the memories that you keep

I gotta live like there's no tomorrow
Gotta play like there's no tomorrow
Gotta run like there's no tomorrow
Gotta love like there's no tomorrow

What if you knew
The end of the world is now
That as life keeps passing you by
You stop and wonder how

What if you knew
Tomorrow doesn't exist
That today is the end of the line
Would you start over a second time

Will you live like there's no tomorrow
Will you play like there's no tomorrow
Will you run like there's no tomorrow
Will you love like there's no tomorrow

Would you live a different life
Would you play a different game
Would you run a whole lot faster
Would you love...would you love the same

I'd do it a different way
Take back some things I say
Because the fact of the matter is...
There might not be another day

Will you live like there's no tomorrow
Will you play like there's no tomorrow
Will you run like there's no tomorrow
Will you love like there's no tomorrow

Would you live a different life
Would you play a different game
Would you run a whole lot faster
Would you love...would you love the same

If you knew it was over
Would you do it different
Would you do it better